I'm living in my Frisco house now. I have pretty much everything over here, much of it still in boxes. I went and bought a dresser (sans mirror) for the bedroom because I really don't have any place for socks and shorts and such. It has room for a cable box and a blu ray player if I want to get a flat screen tv for the top. I'll probably end up doing that sometime.
Moving here hasn't been the answer to the grief issues I'm having. I finished getting the study functional, and decided it was enough for today. I promptly lost my head again. John was too much of my life to resolve simply by moving someplace else. It's incredibly difficult. Having Rex around helps, but he works a lot. Regardless, I still have John on my mind very frequently. I suppose it doesn't matter if I end up sobbing again. It reminds me how important to me he was. He was everything.
I'm so tired.
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