I didn't do much of anything today. I slept for a really long time, and I'm still tired. I realize I make everything about me, but that's just the consequence of losing the most important thing that was ever in my life.
It would be nice if I could write a few paragraphs about how amazing John was. I don't think I could do it justice now. I'll try at some point. I just want people to know that he was the most rare of human beings. He was special. I loved him more than words can describe.
And now I feel broken.