I think I have found the secret formula for losing weight.
I weighed 210 on the day John died. We'd both been putting on weight.
6 days later, I weigh 197.
Yes, the secret to a successful diet is the death of your spouse. You will cringe at the idea of eating anything. Lose inches in days!
I had things to do today that didn't get done. MaryBeth was here, and she really didn't get done what she wanted either. We end up just talking and crying for a long time.
Evening is coming. The grief mostly comes at night. Mostly..
Steve and my family are the only ones that know what we look like. I try to be anonymous here, because I say things that aren't politically correct.. frequently. A picture couldn't hurt.. well.. it hurts, but not in that way.
I think I posted this a few years ago.. but anyway.. I was supremely happy in this moment.