Still the Same

I haven't posted an update in a while, not because I've been so busy, but that I'd just be repeating myself.

I did go see a bartender friend that I haven't seen in a long time.  I think I might have mentioned him.  His partner passed a month before their 25th aniversary, about a year ago.  He's still having a hard time, and he has a busy job he goes to, and lots of friends. 

Every day is still a struggle.  I know that I'm alone too much.  I think about what living in Phoenix again would be like.  I think it would be good for me.