Thursday, December 13, 2012


I just took the dogs to the groomer.  They were hugging me and such, since they all knew John.  Everyone knew John.

Now it's just me in the house.  I hate it.

I'm still not eating much in the way of solid food.  I don't have any desire for it.. and a bit of revulsion to it.  I know I need to get back eating regular, but regular was John making dinner.  I don't know what else to do.

There was a big bag of dog food I bought a while back to donate to the groomer, who gives it to families that are struggling.  The housekeeper cut the bag open.  I asked them if they could take the bag anyway, if I taped it up.  They weren't sure but said to bring it.  I will.

I'm going to lay in bed and wait for the groomer to call in 5 hours or so.

The pain isn't easing.


Douglas V. Gibbs said...

Haven't heard from you in a while, and I thought you finally just lost interest. Just out of curiosity, I decided to visit the site to see if there was anything going on, and from what I have gathered, John passed away a few weeks ago. I am sorry for your loss, and I hope you find a way to move through this tremendously difficult storm of your life. Blessings, Doug

Tom said...

Yes, he passed on December 5th. I'm never going to be the same. He was my world.

Thank you for the sympathies.